The date is set. I begin chemo next Friday. It's time to get the show on the road so that I can say this is ALL OVER! I had lab work done at the oncologist yesterday but don't know any of the results. I'm assuming that if anything doesn't look good, they will call me on Monday.
Because I'm so at risk, I was given the flu shot yesterday. I feel a little achy today but nothing I can't live through.
At the end of last week, I made the decision to go back to the increased dose of pain medicine that I was prescribed when I left UVA. The significant pain was impacting everything in my life...sleep, eating, finding a comfortable sitting position, energy level, etc. The last few days have been MUCH better. I have actually been able to get a few hours of sleep at a time. I've been up and moving more around the house. I've eaten an actual meal and believe it or not, one that I fixed. I made a meatloaf all by myself!
When I discussed my increased pain level with the oncologist yesterday, he said to not be a hero. He said that my concern for becoming addicted to the medicine should not be a concern because you don't become addicted to the medication when you have real pain.
God willing, after the aches from the flu shot are gone, I'm looking forward to a few days of enjoying the fall days before I begin chemo.
6 comments:
Sharon,
Phase 3 means that you are getting closer to your goal..Yippee :) I'm so happy to hear that you are enjoying some sleep and really yummy food!! It sounds like you have some good plans to spend quality time relaxing and enjoying the fall weather!
~*~Sending positive thoughts your way!~*~
Kristen
You already are our hero. And it has nothing to do with taking or not taking meds. Let them help you heal--physically and emotionally.
Dear Sharon,
The words from your oncologist are spot on....even though you ARE a hero, you don't have to try and prove it! The meds serve such an important function in recovery...remember to be thankful that you have access to pain meds that actually help! Throughout my sister's ordeal I often remind her that things could ALWAYS be worse...and they really could be. Imagine if you had NO pain meds...see what I mean? It's all part of the process and unfortunately we/you cannot control all the variables. So do what you can...rejoice in the good things that come with feeling better without the severe pain....it's a little reminder of what is on the horizon....many, many days ahd years without pain, back to the same routines that existed before this journey began. And your experiences will serve as testimonial meds for others who will need to hear your story as you help others become heroes too!
Keep pushing forward my friend...soon you will be taking a turn in the road that lies ahead....the last mile that will lead you to CANCER FREE. That continues to be my prayer...each and every day...
Feel this hug,
KB
YES!!! So happy to hear that your pain meds are giving you a break from the constant pain and helping you pick up the pace a little on your journey towards that purple ribbon stretched across the finish line waiting for you to cross at the end of your treatments!!!!
Lots of hugs!
Rita
We have been thinking of you and praying for you. Hope Friday went well and you are feeling okay. Sending you a hug.
The McGovern Clan
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